Tuesday, August 24, 2010

Boring Strikes!!!!

boring face here~
nothing much to do now. let me think of a topic to share with you out there.. hmm~
GOT IT!! did i tell you that i'm on my practical now?? bet you don't know right? haha!! well now you know.

my host organization is Hyatt Regency Kinabalu. right now i'm in housekeeping department. i faced so much in housekeeping department. but all those hard work really worth it. i am now supervisor in training. how great is that? my manager says that she saw potential in me, so she gave me the chance to learn. i felt so lucky to have her as my boss who is willing to teach and share all her experience with me.

my next department is human resources. gosh!! what is that? do we like feed those people who need food outside there? lol! joking!! haha~ guess i will be office boy next!! desk job is so not my taste. but what to do.

well, guess there's no more to share with you guys, FOR NOW!! wait till i have something to share okay.

Monday, August 23, 2010

Will you...

sing with me?
dine with me?
laugh with me?
dance with me?
sleep with me?
stop a bullet for me?
jump off the cliff with me?
go crazy with me?
cry with me?
grow old with me?
count the stars with me?
fly with me?
wish upon a shooting star with me?
play in the rain with me?
hunt for rainbow with me?

just so you know, I am willing to do anything and everything for you. your wish is my command, as long as I shall life and still breathing; I will fulfill all of your wish. you can count on me. I promise you that I will stand by you faithfully.

Confused much??

Mm~ it's been very long time since i last updated my blog. lately, I've been having this problem with my boyfriend, it's not actually a real problem. it's just that we have some kind of error in communication.. some sort of disturbance. we have been acting very "cold" on each other. seems like no way to restore our "mood". why is this happening to us?

I have no time to think of all this, but it's bugging me all the time. voicing out will make this worse (i think). there are much for me to say to him, express everything to him. but I'm afraid that after i tell him everything about how i felt all this time will change his heart for me. that is something i don't wanna deal with.

my love for him is very strong. no matter what i will always be patience. let's just hope that all my dream that I've been keeping to myself will come true one day. i just want him to be happy with me, that I'm not some kind of big burden to him. no matter what happened, i will always fight for our love. but decision is all in his hand. if he decided to move on without me, then it's okay with me, as long as i know that he's happy with his own decisions.

guess my confusion will never end. i will always be in confusion state for the rest of my life. life's a mystery, no doubt that most people get lost in life. but those with strong heart will always be on top. ready to face for anything that's coming.