Appreciation

There’s this place called earth whereby it’s a place that is full of love. Well, at least that is what most of the people thought. There are many kinds of love can be found anywhere.

Thus, there’s this 1 couple by the name of Milton & Jr. They were still very sweet after 6 months of being together.  Love spread in every corner  they went, as if the world belongs to only them. They both love each other so much. But as time goes by, seems like Milton has lose his love for Jr. But Jr didn’t mind at all, as long as they are still together.  As for Milton, he don’t spend much time with Jr anymore. Milton always use the reason “busy” with Jr.

After 3 years, things hasn’t  changed much.  Milton has been avoiding Jr more and more. Jr felt like he is not needed but he remains positive. Don’t want to let negativity take control over him. He always made plan so that he can meet up with Milton. But Milton didn’t showed up.  Instead, Milton went out with his friends. Milton prefers to hang out with his buddy.

One fine day, when Jr was on his way to go to work. Milton text him. When he took his phone out from his pocket, his phone slipped away and felt on the road. Jr turn to where his phone felt down and try to pick it up. Just when he tried to stand up, he got hit by a car. Jr died.

Only after the incident Milton realized that the way he treated  Jr was very suck. He felt sorry and regretted all his life. You see people, try to appreciate what you have right now, because what we have right now might lose one day. It can happen anytime.

Boring Strikes!!!!

boring face here~

nothing much to do now. let me think of a topic to share with you out there.. hmm~
GOT IT!! did i tell you that i'm on my practical now?? bet you don't know right? haha!! well now you know.

my host organization is Hyatt Regency Kinabalu. right now i'm in housekeeping department. i faced so much in housekeeping department. but all those hard work really worth it. i am now supervisor in training. how great is that? my manager says that she saw potential in me, so she gave me the chance to learn. i felt so lucky to have her as my boss who is willing to teach and share all her experience with me.

my next department is human resources. gosh!! what is that? do we like feed those people who need food outside there? lol! joking!! haha~ guess i will be office boy next!! desk job is so not my taste. but what to do.

well, guess there's no more to share with you guys, FOR NOW!! wait till i have something to share okay.

Will you...

sing with me?
dine with me?
laugh with me?
dance with me?
sleep with me?
stop a bullet for me?
jump off the cliff with me?
go crazy with me?
cry with me?
grow old with me?
count the stars with me?
fly with me?
wish upon a shooting star with me?
play in the rain with me?
hunt for rainbow with me?

just so you know, I am willing to do anything and everything for you. your wish is my command, as long as I shall life and still breathing; I will fulfill all of your wish. you can count on me. I promise you that I will stand by you faithfully.

Confused much??

Mm~ it's been very long time since i last updated my blog. lately, I've been having this problem with my boyfriend, it's not actually a real problem. it's just that we have some kind of error in communication.. some sort of disturbance. we have been acting very "cold" on each other. seems like no way to restore our "mood". why is this happening to us?

I have no time to think of all this, but it's bugging me all the time. voicing out will make this worse (i think). there are much for me to say to him, express everything to him. but I'm afraid that after i tell him everything about how i felt all this time will change his heart for me. that is something i don't wanna deal with.

my love for him is very strong. no matter what i will always be patience. let's just hope that all my dream that I've been keeping to myself will come true one day. i just want him to be happy with me, that I'm not some kind of big burden to him. no matter what happened, i will always fight for our love. but decision is all in his hand. if he decided to move on without me, then it's okay with me, as long as i know that he's happy with his own decisions.

guess my confusion will never end. i will always be in confusion state for the rest of my life. life's a mystery, no doubt that most people get lost in life. but those with strong heart will always be on top. ready to face for anything that's coming.

I don't like this v_v

i hate this...
huhuhu......
he's now on his practical...
so every night when he's on his way driving i'll call him...
he kept complaining that he's tired, of course he is...
so i'll tell him to take a bath a straight away go to bed as soon as he's at home...
it's like the same thing almost everyday, before he went to sleep he'll text me saying that he's on his bed and ready to sleep and wish me good night...
only after a few weeks after, he admitted to me that sometimes he's not sleeping at all.. in fact, he's watching TV...
Ok, i know this is just a small matter, no big deal...
but don't you see what's happening??
it clearly shows that he can fool me whenever he want without me knowing about it...
he TEXT me saying that he's sleeping, but the fact is he isn't sleeping...
he LIED to me and it kinda makes me look like a FOOL!!!! Idiotic!!!
I'm scared that he might be up to something or perhaps cheating on me??
OMG!!!! NO!!!!!!!!!
he kept saying sorry and he won't do it again.. but after saying sorry to me he still repeat the same mistake...
so now i don't care, he can do whatever he wants.. i'll just follow the flow...
if he says its A, then i'll obey him.. if its B, then B it is....
V_V.....

Real me n_n

Let me tell you something, i'm gay... so what? i don't care what you'll gonna say.. this is the real me ok.. i don't wanna pretend about who i am!!

hey, wanna know something? i felt in love... i love him so much!!! hehe... he's my everything now. i can't live without him.. i cannot imagine the world i'll be living in without him.... hard 4 me to imagine... i don't know what he did to me, or should i say what spell he use on me.. lol!!! joking.. but i am seriously in love!!! i'm captivated by him... i might get loss without him... i'm counting on him to bring me n drive me to the right path~

i am now on the safe zone with him... nothing serious had ever occur between us so far... that's good.. we've been together for 5 months, not bad huh..? hehe... we do fight, but not that serious.. just some simple fight, a small one.. minor.. blekkkk!!!!

but no matter what happened, i am not going to lose him that easily, i will fight 4 our love!!! that, i will make sure!!!! n_n

Give your hundred percent to everything you do... :)

A boy and a girl were playing together. The boy had a collection of marbles. The girl had some sweets with her. The boy told the girl that he will give her all his marbles in exchange for her sweets. The girl agreed.


The boy kept the biggest and the most beautiful marble aside and gave the rest to the girl. The girl gave him all her sweets as she had promised.


That night, the girl slept peacefully. But the boy couldn't sleep as he kept wondering if the girl had hidden some sweets from him the way he had hidden his best marble.


Moral of the story :

If you don't give your hundred percent in a relationship, you'll always keep doubting if the other person has given his/her hundred percent.. This is applicable for any relationship like love, employer-employee relationship,friendship etc., Give your hundred percent to everything you do and sleep peacefully...