I don't like this v_v

i hate this...
huhuhu......
he's now on his practical...
so every night when he's on his way driving i'll call him...
he kept complaining that he's tired, of course he is...
so i'll tell him to take a bath a straight away go to bed as soon as he's at home...
it's like the same thing almost everyday, before he went to sleep he'll text me saying that he's on his bed and ready to sleep and wish me good night...
only after a few weeks after, he admitted to me that sometimes he's not sleeping at all.. in fact, he's watching TV...
Ok, i know this is just a small matter, no big deal...
but don't you see what's happening??
it clearly shows that he can fool me whenever he want without me knowing about it...
he TEXT me saying that he's sleeping, but the fact is he isn't sleeping...
he LIED to me and it kinda makes me look like a FOOL!!!! Idiotic!!!
I'm scared that he might be up to something or perhaps cheating on me??
OMG!!!! NO!!!!!!!!!
he kept saying sorry and he won't do it again.. but after saying sorry to me he still repeat the same mistake...
so now i don't care, he can do whatever he wants.. i'll just follow the flow...
if he says its A, then i'll obey him.. if its B, then B it is....
V_V.....

Real me n_n

Let me tell you something, i'm gay... so what? i don't care what you'll gonna say.. this is the real me ok.. i don't wanna pretend about who i am!!

hey, wanna know something? i felt in love... i love him so much!!! hehe... he's my everything now. i can't live without him.. i cannot imagine the world i'll be living in without him.... hard 4 me to imagine... i don't know what he did to me, or should i say what spell he use on me.. lol!!! joking.. but i am seriously in love!!! i'm captivated by him... i might get loss without him... i'm counting on him to bring me n drive me to the right path~

i am now on the safe zone with him... nothing serious had ever occur between us so far... that's good.. we've been together for 5 months, not bad huh..? hehe... we do fight, but not that serious.. just some simple fight, a small one.. minor.. blekkkk!!!!

but no matter what happened, i am not going to lose him that easily, i will fight 4 our love!!! that, i will make sure!!!! n_n

Give your hundred percent to everything you do... :)

A boy and a girl were playing together. The boy had a collection of marbles. The girl had some sweets with her. The boy told the girl that he will give her all his marbles in exchange for her sweets. The girl agreed.


The boy kept the biggest and the most beautiful marble aside and gave the rest to the girl. The girl gave him all her sweets as she had promised.


That night, the girl slept peacefully. But the boy couldn't sleep as he kept wondering if the girl had hidden some sweets from him the way he had hidden his best marble.


Moral of the story :

If you don't give your hundred percent in a relationship, you'll always keep doubting if the other person has given his/her hundred percent.. This is applicable for any relationship like love, employer-employee relationship,friendship etc., Give your hundred percent to everything you do and sleep peacefully...